Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Knocks }I{...


Beauty, Life and Love.. 
It slithers and taunts
And permeates this very being
Of nothings, and yet everything
How despicable are these shallow depths
That drowns my mynd within thy head
Assuaging my fragile dependancies
Making sure nothing is the same
Ever again
How strange this sight has come back
To me all over again
Evermore and shall I be sure
Of anything, once again
I say no, the past says yes
This path, although second guessed
Must surely be as blessed
Richter scale of brokenness
A realm and another worlde
My hands on fire
My eyes had bled
My soul left dead
And here I am, alive instead
This does not seem
Like it was a dream
This surely must cannot be real
The nothingness of everything
I always feel
Blinded by the light and broken by the dark
Tis the assumption of my heart
This I know is my truth
And how it always comes to be
My life is never just my own
This well-trodden path
Always ends up calling for me
Can I say, no? This I have tried
But my traitorous heart
Is quite horribly dark
And will not listen to me
So, as I step and as I sleep
All I do and all I seem
Is drawn to magicks
And magick by me
Never the same, although I do change
This path constantly set out before me
Tis not something to give into
Tis not something to abide
Tis a battle of the heart and mynd
What I have inside is my instead.

   

Witches and Britches }i{...


Patience is a virtue they say
Not bloody likely, retorts my reply
Be a very nice person I am told
Niceties are not for everyone, as I turn away
Do what I say and not what I do 
What I say is what I do, my more preferred way..
Expose my heart and burn my soul
Churn my insides, turned inside out
Dark my eyes and spark them up
Breathe my words...
Yours is Mine and Mine is Yours
Tear my heart into tiny little pieces
Ripped to shreds 
I feel so much better
Take my soul, open my mind
Enhance my spirit and make it mine
Face the wraith, a wrath exposed
Know your crime and fix your time
Bandage thee Heart back up again
A stitch in time completes the End
A twist to start it back up again
Like clockwork, ticketty tock
Tis your Heart that beats to the clock
What goes up must come down
So must what is down, again come back up
Mirrored within and mirrors without
Mouth speaks the Truth that the Eyes can See
Ears hear the sound that causes the soul to ache
Bones stilled under thy flesh
Bloodened paths of ancestors behest
Fairly certain, Farely working, Faery lurking
Tis the head and heartened pardon
The Finish... The Line... 
Towards the Unremarkable journey's End!


Spirited Within }i{..


The poorest of people, have the richest spirit
Why is that so that Faith alone 
Can feed the soul but not line pockets 
Equally with the same amount of gold
Forever to give to others and not one's self
Is the hardest Path to follow
Conform to the rules and dwell in the shadows
Break the rules, swim from the depths
Take a step out of the shallows
Before the ocean overwhelms 
To drown you in this Shallow
What if one cannot see what is before them
Fate is placed in another's hands
Living the Life that calls out for you 
Keeping afloat, perhaps the ocean is trying to drown you
Whatever can you do?
What will you do?
When you feel you can no longer survive
Sink or swim, drown or float
What if you have no lifeboat?
Nobody to help you and far too much 
Inside of you a storm gathers and swirls
You are the eddy, the whirlpool 
You have caused upon your Own
The lessons to learn are forever a constant
Round and round, around they all go
Always theyr for others, never for your selfe
What is this lesson and why does it not go?
I am strong, yet I am weak
I am noble, yet I am also lost
I am good, yet I am fallen
I have lost myselfe
While looking for some kind of Heaven
This is what happens when one
Takes a leap of Faith
Steps from the cliff and falls from the ledge
I drowned myselfe in the ocean
The waves returned me to the shore
But this shallow depths
Is the hardest one to stand I am sure.
In times of crisis and human needs
Always remember and forget not to Breathe
When night is hard and day the hardest
Still even so, Life is precious and Love abounds
One must look up and also down
Hold your head high and still be proud
Never forget, we all just try to do our best.